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There is a Barlow Girl song called Here’s My Life that pretty much sums up how I feel every time I finish furlough and go back on the field.  For many reasons, this past furlough has been the most difficult time to return, so I find myself re-listening to this song and reminding myself why [...]

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 Yep, this is TJ, and yes…I’m 34 and still have a teddy bear!  He is what I call my comfort zone.  
TJ has been with me everywhere I’ve been.  From Brazil to Africa…Europe to the Middle East; I don’t go anywhere without him.  
I don’t know how he handles all the tosses and turns that [...]

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A long time ago, in a galaxy far, far away I did something that was a bit hasty indeed.  I was in NY at the time when I came across a wedding dress that I absolutely fell in love with (on the Nordstroms website).  I thought to myself, “one day you will get married, and [...]

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Relationships are hard! 
Friendships, dating, marriage, family, or whatever kind they are there is one thing in common…..
Relationships are hard!

It seems like now matter how difficult it becomes or whatever pain they have caused, we seem to continue to dive back into them.  Sometimes I ask myself, “why?”  Why do I continue to trust after someone [...]

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When I’m in a funk I have a few fallbacks that I tend to lean on.  These either put a smile on my face, make me laugh, or put me in a comfort zone that tends to lull away the issues at hand.  My typical fallbacks are (but not limited to):

Friends episodes
The original Star Wars [...]

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Have you ever had to make a choice…knowing what you are choosing is right…but also knowing that you will suffer greatly for it?
I am struggling right now in a way I never have before. My heart is hurting and I am feeling so alone. I am bearing the burdens of the choice I made, [...]

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A: Rehov Frishman. Apt. 808!  
Yep, thats right….I now have 2 roommates.  Michelle just arrived from Canada today, which makes us 3 in my apartment.  She is volunteering with Calvary Chapel for a year, and will be sharing her life (and some yummy Tim Hortons coffee) with us. My other roommate, Anja, is from Germany, [...]

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If you ask me what my definition of heaven versus hell is, I can tell you for sure what Hell is…going through the airport security in Israel!  Thanks to a single, white, female some time ago who was contracted to do some damage in the Tel Aviv Airport, now we are all suspicious to them. [...]

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There are certain topics that I have purposely avoided writing about, one of them being issues of the heart. I tend to stick to surface subjects, occasionally putting something out there once in a while.  Today I have decided to delve right in.
I recently had an old wound re-opened, which made me realize it hadn’t [...]

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My daily dilemma

Ironically, today my devotional was called Overcoming Lonliness. Though it said many things, this one in particular, caught my attention:
Probably most of us at one time or another know the painful pangs of loneliness. We were created for relationships and without sufficient love and human companionship we “limp along in the shadows of life” starving [...]

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