There is a Barlow Girl song called Here’s My Life that pretty much sums up how I feel every time I finish furlough and go back on the field. For many reasons, this past furlough has been the most difficult time to return, so I find myself re-listening to this song and reminding myself why I’m here. Here are some of the lyrics, and I put a link at the end if you want to hear the song in full…. Its good stuff!!!
Once again I said my goodbyes, to those I love most
My heart feels that familiar pain, as I long for hope
Cause this road is hard, when I feel so far
God, I’m crying out tonight
Cuz I’ve given you my life
But I’m tired, and I’m missing what’s behind
So once more, here’s my life….