For me the most difficult time of the year to be single is during the Holidays. Add on top of that my family and close friends living a million miles away, and it’s just downright depressing. I want to remain positive and in high spirits, but the truth is sometimes its just hard to get through the day. While everyone is putting up Christmas trees, decorating their houses, watching Christmas movies, and sipping on Egg Nog… I am over here in Anti-Christmas land just trying to catch a glimpse.
Yes, this is my calling and I gladly choose it…..but I just wish that he (my future husband) was here choosing it alongside me. Its been almost 10 years on the field alone, and I’m beyond ready for a change. There’s a Christmas song that Mariah Carey sings called, All I Want For Christmas Is You….. and its really, truly the one and only thing I want for Christmas this year.
I’m sending my Christmas list directly to Elohim this year, after all… Santa Claus doesn’t make stops in Israel (I think he knows where he’s not wanted). I mean, come on! This is the Holy Land, right? Shouldn’t our Christmas list requests be top priority??? hehehehe